What my life use to be..

I used to look the surroundings of my hse frm the balcony..
I feel really calm... seeing the beach,the hills...and usually at night.. i used 2 stare at the moon..
Every night, be4 i go to bed is lyk a routine 2 me 2 go out 2 my balcony... I use 2 look up the sky and wonder what the sky wants frm me.. I am lyk gila rite?? I usually give myself a smile looking at the peaceful nyte everyday.... I really wonder what will happen after i am not on earth where will i be?? What am i be4 tis?? haizz.... i hve reli no eye deer wht 2 ans myself.. its juz tat life goes on ndd i shall follow to where it lead me 2... Happy orr... sad...