What my life use to be..

I used to look the surroundings of my hse frm the balcony..
I feel really calm... seeing the beach,the hills...and usually at night.. i used 2 stare at the moon..
Every night, be4 i go to bed is lyk a routine 2 me 2 go out 2 my balcony... I use 2 look up the sky and wonder what the sky wants frm me.. I am lyk gila rite?? I usually give myself a smile looking at the peaceful nyte everyday.... I really wonder what will happen after i am not on earth where will i be?? What am i be4 tis?? haizz.... i hve reli no eye deer wht 2 ans myself.. its juz tat life goes on ndd i shall follow to where it lead me 2... Happy orr... sad...

Spechless

We humans have our own mouth to talk with...
There is a few people who has a mouth but does not talk... They are actually not mute...
Why?? Why they do not talk??? Are they shy??? or... afraid that their voice is horrible.. But I don't think thats the reason... They might have something in their mind which make them stop talking... Even if people forces them 2 stop talking.. It might not work....
The question is why???
What is wrong if we talk??
I suppose it is not a sin...
I really want to know..
Dun they feel sory to those who are mute?

Noting special..

Hey back..
Hmm.. 2 day..
Noting special..
I went 2 skul, stayed bck,went hme,slept,n type..
lol
Arr...
2moro it isn't a holiday 2 me!!
I will hve practice.. 4 almost the whole week..
STRESS..
Besides... when can i hve time 2 rest..
Even time 2 rest my mind..
2days will do..
AHHH..
Hve 2 go sumware this holiday..
the beach maybe?
i love the beach..
is soo much peace there..
tats all 4 2 day..
sory if it is short coz nt much happen 2 day..
-Madelene-

Just start blogging..

Hmm..

I have just started blogging 2 day..

Hpe i can lpaskn geram and tell u guys my prob...

Today,,,
hmmm...
i got exams...
AAAHHHH!!!!!
I am so worried bout my maths coz i did nt do well...
Juz nw when i was having kmpang practice, i have no mood and really really sad i don't know hw 2 explain.. when im sad... everything will change... my mood..., my attitude.. everything...
well.... i acted lyk normal... I dun wan ppl 2 start questioning bout me...
Lyk wad happen in class... ppl when asking... Y u soo sad??? yu soo quite?? y u tis y u tat....
I almost lost my hpe 4 my geografi paper... Lucky thing, the paper was indeed easy...

But i belive.. i can do well next time.. :)

Hmmm... i was just hopping i can go bck 2 CPT 2moro... Cpt was my previous skul be4 tis...

Well... i just need a feedbck frm sher maine...

Hping she is free.. but i dun think she is...

Cikgu Jas... I mizz u.... U were lyk the best teacher i've ever met..

Still remember... the last day of skul where all my fwens cried n hugged my teachers...

So do i...

I dun know.. A suddden feel of saddness cme through my heart,, my tears started 2 drop out of my eye..., when i first start entering the staff room.. I have a feeling i will leave them 4 ever.. 1st i din't wanted 2 cry.. But my tears can't help it... I felt sorry 2 mr. teh when i did not even thank him... i can't find him tat time.. really feel sorry... nw i hve the feeling... y do i hate him so much when he was really nice... He is better then my maths teacher nw... I want him 2 teach me.... He is way much better...

Hmmm....

i think saddness is just a experiance tat everyone shud hve... I bet u had cried be2...

Well... lifes go on.. I think tats it 4 2 day...

bye... :)

-Madelene-